Yes, the amount of traumas but also fun things I experienced made me who I am today: wild, kind and wise.
The childhood was very very tough mentally.
When you kill,even if it is good kill and you are a child, (killing a vicious criminal teenager),you will eventually feel despair.
THAT was the flavour of my youth. I hated it.
To be so hopeless all my youth was tough. Only when I met hubby at 19 did it improve. Hubby is a super nice guy. And a genius..