I was in deep confidence to Buddha and God , looking back over my life. Somehow, my first instictual reaction is to say no one ever loved me. But that is totally false. BJG adores me and so do the pets. My family is nice and happy to love me. I have two closer male friends online and on the phone weekly or biweekly. No one wants to hear my teachings, however divine they may be, on irony. This is about the only teaching I have mastered. Thankfully, many other teachings to learn and enjoy for eternity. Maybe one day people will be enlightened by my stuff. Right now, no one is and everyone is confused about my blog being so wild. Because I am.