Yes, i am exasperated by the foolishness of all my loved ones and forget I have recently too, been even more foolish than them....

May Buddha grant me to stop judging everyone I ever loved and who loved me in any way. It is a weakness I have from old frustrations I think or maybe also simply false righteousness. It is unloving certainly and too harsh certainly. 

It simply that the more social i get with my loved ones, with or without my fantasies included, the more I realzie how foolis we all fucking are! The only topic of conversation of my mother is fancy restaurants with friends and fancy food. My super rich sister is yet again in italy for hiking with her partner. She goes on such 2-4 weeks interantional trips every 2 months in the last 5 years. My longest old friend I love and who has shown nothing but love to me, will vote conservative because he says he is christian. My old flame from my tween years says he just wont vote. How come humans, all of us, are all so fucking vain, stupid, ignorant, fearful, uninformed, selfish or just foolish?

May Buddha Teach me today to accept the things and epople I cannot change and to simply Love them more instead of judging us all stupid.

CONCLUSION

As humans, the vast majority of us, saved for a few hundreds of very smart people inventors, reserachers etc throughout history,  are excessively stupid. This is my conclusion about myslef too and everyone I know. Now it dawns on me that if we are truly all that stupid, the least we can do to avoid mistakes due to our stupidity, is to be kind to each other.