She said goodbye to me way before I understood and let her go. But after 4 years of nice occasional messages in linkedin which I know she reads, I got sick of just being nice and loving for nobody who cares to talk with me. It is truly NO WONDER i felt so much despair all my youth: I had truly no one who cared deeply about me and I was alienated from my parents at a young age.
I am very worried about our finances to come if hubby loses his job for real. may he keep it yet again. he is their most educated teacher and has many research papers in his name in journals from the last 30 years. May his job be protected for him to keep it forever. Om shanti om!
Om ah hung benzra guru padme siddhi hung
Om ah hung benzra guru padme siddhi hung
Om ah hung benzra guru padme siddhi hung