The evening is coming around the corner. It is 18H00. I tried calling again my high school friend but he did not answer. I had called him at home half an hour ago by mistake. 

My inlaws have been amazing support for whiskey's passing and generally too, for everything else fucking up in our daily lives.

life is still good but if hubby looses his job we are in such deep troubles. How will we pay for my meds? And our teeth?

I am very tensed tonight. Hubby is relaxing by watching tv.