Lots of bickering and sighing.

But tonight is very nice again.

He made coffee.

I really have trouble concentrating on social conversations these days. It was most obvious to me at whiksey's wake, with strangers.

But again today with hubby.

Probably too much booze and pot. I am not even 50!

I feel very discombobulated today. Much stress and tension. And negativity. I was not always at peace today as the day was more demanding. i think the only reason I claim to feel so at peace most of the time, pretty much always is because of free time at home and stone out of my tree often.

Today was not the case and I was much more innefficient at peace. i am glad about having had a day like today. It is way closer to every day life of everyone else I know. i can see it is tough to stay at peace when you are stressed and on the road out of the house for 8 hours. The best moment was when we sat at the statue park in the grass and cute small white daisies with our coffees. I drank my coffee and laid back, with billy and hubby by my side, arms under my head staring at the tops of the trees and the sky, blue.

This is my idea of romantic get away during mold remediation! ah! The cats did not look super happy at the vet today. Loads of distressed meowing in the car, on the way back. Another half day tomorrow for them.

45$ today for both cats all day boarding. Not bad at all.

i am trying to relax but I tress out whenever the pets go upstairs.

This is where hubby is.

The bathroms reak of poison.

In four days it should not be stinky at all anymore. So Thursday or Friday. Until then, I will keep my room door shut and window open. And sleep downstairs.

The cats ate and seem relieved to be back home.

another adventure tomorrow for them and us. Another about 4 hours to kill with Billy.

The weather is superb these days so that is great. Thank you Buddha for days like today with my hubby, though we fall on each others nerves here and there. It is dialy real couple life after 30 years. To be honest, i love all of it. Today was trying for everyone but we managed it well and it all went well.  Thank you Buddha for your guidance and compassion for us all in this family of BC living in the small yellow house.

Today was another day on earth which was totally dfferent than routine of the last 10 years. Thank you Lord. Hubby, Billy and I had an adventure today. taxes, Coffee shop once, Coffee and Vanilla twce, statue park in the grass for chilling, cora breakfast, dog walks... All this took about 7 hours. Wonderful! Now I feel vivified.

Om muni muni mahamuni svoha

Om muni muni mahamuni svoha

Om muni munimahamuni svoha

by the Grace of Buddha we were not alone today: Billy was also with us, cheerful companion as he is. And loving.

The day was long and truly, it went fast.

Oh yea, we went to the bookstore too. Very expensive second hand boosktore, the only one in the area.

No second hand books under 16$.

Dogs are allowed in the shop so that was great. We have to take Billy out more often: he whined a lot today a bit everywhere while waiting with us. 

He did not whine while we had breakfast and he waited in the car. We went often to feed him potatoe and sausages. 

Thank you God for this long outing today with billy and BJG. And thank you for the vet who provided for the cats during the day. we do it all over again tomorrow for half the time, a bit more.

We should go for sitting at Coffee and Vanilla (we used to sit there often but now we take it to go usually). And take a coffee to the statue park after the walk. Maybe the bookstore again. Hubby suggested we went to Golden Ears tomorrow (or that we could have done that today). He was keen on a swim. Too cold for me. Billy does not swim but it would be good practice with water shyness.