BJG went to have breakfast and walk Billy. He will have to stop being so extravagant with daily breakfasts out soon, from lack of funds.

I have never ever seen him self restraint any of his expensive desires.

Will he and can he start doing it at 60? I have become very lazy in self restraint as well of my desires. 

The mood is moderate today and no booze yesterday and not much the night before. I feel much much clearer in my mind heart. poor hubby is taking sick leave at school: he is a wreck. I dont know how we can save his job to be honest. He is not healthy right now. And does nothing about it though he may have to try antidepressants one day. 

The sun just came in on the street: my mood is uplifted by the sun each time I see it! Please Guru Rinpoche, pacify outer, inner and secret obstacles for hubby and help him effortlessly realize his aspirations. Om ah hung benzra guru padme siddhi hung May he keep his job. Amen! om muni muni mahamuni svoha