Dude, the vain dudette in me says: I am fabulous, that is why! grrrrr....Oh I have been pretty angry at God too. Told her to fuck off. My self esteem was such shit in my mind and hubby was treating me like a whore for a while when he too went nust with your disease.

When did I discover peace? When God was satisfied wiht my penances towards Her and everyone in my life he put there for strictly one reason: to be kind to.

Hallelujah: yes, I am a buddhist prophete and a holy catholic saint child.Welcome to the war zone.