Sigh Truly, I felt so vain and foolish with the nice man from one of my past life he thought with his calm dog. I look like fucking hell everyone. I dont even brush my hair most of the time. Why? I am so holy in fact that I need all my energy for my mind and life. No time to waste energy from brain in looking awesone though it is anyway kind of impossible for me to look awesome at 50. I would have to spend hours each morning and I truly dont care deep down.  I am not here to flirst with  anyone nor look good for a boss.