I am way more sober tonight. Life can be so harsh. i am humbled a lot nowadays. the reality about to maybe hit us scares the hibby jibby out of me: poverty. May Buddha Shakaymuni who endured 6 years of extreme austerities before reaching enlightenment , enlighten us in this trial and challenge if it comes to that. 

Om muni muni mahamuni svoha 

Om muni muni mahamuni svoah

Om muni muni mahamuni svoha

I have already been very poor in my life. It would be weird and sad to revisit this state of being. But many monks and nuns vow for poverty because they think it will enlightened them abou the real meaning of life, the real path. May i learn from them.

I am also very worried about Billy's teeth. they are so nasty. I jus brushed his teeth for 3 minutes.

Only the two cats are in top shape health amongst us all. Billy is too,except his darn teeth.

I miss whiskey to this day. still today, people stop to say sorry for whiskey to hubby when we walk. he has a real community of regulars in Mundy. I dont really but I know them a bit. All nice overall and esepcially nice when they came for whiskey's wake. Lots of hugs. Lovely.