Yes, it feels uncomfortable re reading all these june I think entries.

I call on everyone I know in my entries,no one read the blog, and I was desperate to relate. Quite nutty. It is really unfortunate that though I am sometimes very good inw riting and lucid and clear, there is so much garabge on my blog too and nonsense. I have to let you in on a secret: my diaries have always been my therapies and as I had no shirnk for many years, this blog became theapeutic for me: rereading it, i can keep track of my mental health. the crazy thing is that it is public.