I really dont know why I said a nun at that hermitage was hubby in his last or future life.

From what I have heard of, it is what I hope for.

Way the heck better than being reborn the character blakc lady Annie I painted who is an underage escort for a year or two and has so many trials before she becomes a nun that she does not ever whine like hubby did all his life though he was spoiled. In my totally offended feminity with hubby (I am not whining) when it was really fuke up in BC, I believed hubby would have much much trials in his next human female life. Personally, i find him amazing but he whines way the fuck too much for a privileged white man. However, only God knows for real his heart in this world, so maybe, I hope so, he is hotter than I think in mental merit in this life and was or will be simply a nun at sati ontario hermitage soon.

*Or maybe simply, we NEED the connection with these people in ontario who are monastics.Any correspondance you sent to a nun or monk is a blessing for you- your mind conciousness becomes known by very meritorious women and men. The more blessings we can get when we feel deep attraction to a nunnery or hermitage or temple, the better it is. I contact ANYONE I feel compel to connect with. I dont harass too much anymore I hope. I never expect a reply but sometimes I get them.