But truly,I HAVE to do it to honour this splendid piece of dog. Iwill change my name and maybe call myself Nootka or Nouchka. I will retell when I went totally dysfinctional and starving without any meds. Jerry was amazing while he lived with me:protected me from bad cop visits too. The goodcop said I was fucking lucky to have that dog. Yup,my friend, the underpivileged are sometimes very very lucky too. Jerry was always treated as a god in my family and friends circle.

So now I have to go back to 20 years ago and rehash old emotions...sigh. For Jerry, I will do it.

Photo by hubby last week