a nun I befriended on facebook, form vietnamese tradition, is about 80 years old almost, she told me. she sent me a BBC documentary that claims Jesus was a buddhist. I have not watched it. Not in the mood.

I am thinking about my fairy godmother much more again today. She feels very much in my mind heart today, as I remember her fondly forever as anouk.

I made buddha offerings for her to shakyamuni, blueberries everyone loves here except billy.

I gave two to charlotte from my godmother before offering on the buddha shrine.

I spoke to my dad who said one has to trust the help they get and that Charlotte wound surely was truly fine after the vet tech looked at it. Thank you Matthew. I could never do your job: I could not deal with crazy pet owners like myself, always worried and doubting everything....so sorry.