I have drunk way too much recently and was a wreck. My blog was stupid too recently.

My traumas and experience of mental health have left me feeling like everytime I have anything good, I will lose it.

This has led me to believe that the end of the worldis near... truly,I dont know, but it looks bad out there....

* Charlotte peed in the house, at the door,as no one walked her last night since I slept.....Not quite house broken yet.