Take 3 baths. Hubby is in the loo so I cant use it right now though.

RIP Hardy.  Though hubby says I cannot talk that way and yells at me if I say we lost our cat. it would be great to have him turn up. Now it is really getting to me to have lost Hardy. How sad he was doomed to live a short life. He was having a blast in our yard with everyone yesterday and in the last month and little while. Thankfully, I will hear of him in my future lives thanks to the stories. my mind is telling me to not be sad and that all is well. it is not denial at all: it is God making sure I feel totally fine most of all, no matter what happened to Hardy. I am so tired. I did not sleep enough last night and slept poorly because I was worried about the cats. i dont understand why Hardy never came in- the door was wide open. May we find you alive Hardy and if not, may we at least find your body. 

It is so very boring my God that Hardy is already gone. but Thank you for tummo who lasted 15 years of happy life wiht us. We got quite close to Tummo. And I still pray to her daily on the shrine.

Hardy looks like he was just passing through in our lives but what delight he always is. Maybe we are just bad with cats. i hate hate indoor only cat lifetsyle in my house.