The fan is roaring.

I wish i spoke with close people more: it is more grounding than this exploration with strangers. I feel so far from any home right now tonight. Drained by my culture shock with my new friendly neighbour. He has zero education but seems wise enough at times meaning, very kind. And he has lived his heavy load of fiasco throughout  his life, like many people. i dont know if he personally  hears voices or he is afraid of me hearing voices...he kept asking me if I heard voices. Not since I have been 2. i think you are pretty damned when you hear voices.  Such should not be my case by now.