Corcoran and some other guy. I have really really wasted everyone and mine's energy in the last two weeks. Time to come home to our core in our little abode. as my mother says and I told my dad once, when life is tough or boring, I escape in lal laland and paranoia stories. so I come back to buddhism today instead. And love,compassion and kindness. i feel totally down and out of it.

I have not spoken to my friends in weeks. i miss it.