I am alone with both cats, smoking a smoke and listening to the music (Holly cole trio,their album Girl talk) and the neighbours chit chat in hindi.

I am really soaking in the moment, this ease, this peace, this solitude with two cats and a house.

it is very nice though so very samsaric.

I have not had visions since 2020.

to be honest, though theyr were thrilling and amazingly wonderful,i dont miss them. It was way too difficult to sustain visions in my current brain and body. Very painful.

the music: I feel like I could melt, into heaven, sing Holly Cole. kiss me once, and then once more...