A strange day where I feel like I do everything wrong with Charlotte. She started running away from me when we get home. I dont know why.

BJG says I am bad at training dogs. i dont know.

I want to just hide away from everyone and have a good cry if I do everything so wrong only. No compassion nor tolerance for me in this house. Imiss tenderness too and hugs. Hubby never caress nor hug nor kiss me spontaneously.