A sadness is coming over my heart tonight. This day has been a rollercoaster.

An emotional rollercoaster. Thankfully, i got a superb sweet and sad too email from my inlaw in NZ.  She is doing well but just lost a friend so was a bit in shock because of it.

I feel very blessed to see her reflections and confidences. Very few people do that with me.

Allow that with me.

I prayed a whole mala for her eternal enlightenment on her own terms in the future of forever.

There are three female energies I knew in this lifetime that i associate with my inlaw - Tenzin palmo, my kitty Tummo and my inlaw. These three different persons speak to me with a similar aspirational and inspirational energy. I associate them closely to Green Tara which I associate with my godmother and mother a bit more. i hope one day forever to hear again of these three beings, all teachers of mine and people I admire greatly and have loved sometimes without knowing them privately. Three female energies I never ever want to forget when I get enlightened for real in however many aeons it is going to take...