Sigh- what a rollercoaster having a disobedient ungrateful cat!

My emotions carry me along the full spectrum of emotions daily! I have to be less attached and less of a control freak: many outdoor cats are disobedient... Hardy is not but he is super rare. We are blessed with him especially but with Laurel too ofcourse. amen.

All animals are sleeping now and I am sitting on the couch, with them all except charlotte (she is in the kitchen), in front of the fully roaring fan. it is pretty glorious but I am still tense from freaking out about the cat today and getting down.