I have fasted like a crazy milarepa for 4-5months but without green thistle plant.

drove me so mad to be so fucking starving.

I kicked out hubby from our apartment and made him pay for it for a couple of months until I got evicted and hubby had ambulance come and get me before that happened.

hubby has been SPLENDID. Now he is breaking upand down. time for us all to show him whats what and how the world actually works with God.