Yes,i KNOW I am of very little capacity for a small buddha they will make of me.

Be patient everyone with your lamas.

God truly can make ANY small buddha of small capacity like me feel like a HUGE saint in his vibe. Being no fool with such a vain douche bag as me, he showed me how modest I had become because I recognized my truth of simple heart with him or her. Feeling holy and being holy is TOTALLY God's work on our energy.

We dont particualrly resist his teachings when we are holy. We accept everything sent to us. We never yell. Such is a holy anouk for now.