God is not punishing me with this next crazy marriage with two kids for 7 years.

He does and chooses every one of our karmic life with love and carefulness, and he listens to what we ask for as practice each time. I had asked ot feel selfless and practice it. Because this life as lilou was about me healing and me, me ,me only.

Thank you Danny for allowing me to practice my muslim and budhdist faith with you.