Yes, truly, I hope my whoredom is my past life.  But I feel so fucked up in this lifetime, that it could very well happen in what is to come. I was hoping a martyrdom marriage in islam instead. I would very very much learn humility like that too. Anyway, Know that every Buddha was a whore once or twice.

Otherwise, it would not be fair on the rest of humanity to have saviours who know nothing about their difficult human situation and conditions. I hope to be reborn in islam and not ever a whore.