D is a friend I bad mouthed once or twice when I was drunk, thinking he would marry me in the future lives of ours and almost kill me from being nuts. He is not nuts in this life. totally made up stories and I insulted the man he would be then.

I apologized when I read this on the blog. He has been super nice with me and my crazy mind over the last 10 years, when it seemed to have degenerated when I drink.

Photo:childhood home garden summer 2025