I am very high from two joints this early afternoon.

I am sad and praying all day.

Our future is uncertain dure to hubby's current bad health.

He is the sole bread winner of this family.

The house is fully paid off, no mortgage, which is huge.

I have lesser and lesser memories from quebec it seems like this year.As if it was a turning point in whom I am becoming.

Impermanence comes to mind.