I was falling asleep so I put it on to wake me up.

Laurel is haunting the house with his meows.

It is so aweful and hard not to resent his dangerous choices of lifestyle outdoor.

Never have I owned a cat so unwisely daring  and bold.

I should let him out today.

Take the risk.

it is Sunday: less traffic today.

Trouble is may be the last time I lay my eyes on him while he is alive...it is aweful to think that.

This is ripping me apart.

I think we will keep them inside today.

Fuckit: he chose to die today. I am letting him out- he is meowing nonstop.

He ran outside like a mad cat, without any hesitation.

May he be safe and may the chod protect him today and every day.

Laurel has made choices.

He made it impossible for us to keep him inside by being destructive and meowing all day and night long. I dont feel bad anymore. He chose freedom and danger rather than reasonable hood hanging out.

What an ungrateful cat in how wild he has become.

TumTum and Pele were super reliable.So is Hardy,the best of them all with Pele.