Charlotte is still not pooping. I just gave her wet can dog food.

About 3 tablespoons.

I went for a short walk with her to the plaza: no poop.

Sigh. I dont know why she is not pooping and the last poop yesterday morning was aweful. 36 hours ago was her last poop, terribly messy.

Oh wierd, I just had flashbacks of an orphenage and being a baby. Just illusion. I dreamed that dream about 6 years ago and it just appeared for a moment. It was very high energy and there was magic in that dream. Tibetan rinpoches and gurus and weird fabulous creatures too.  I think it may have been one of those awakened dream when I was off much meds and had visions 24-7 pretty much. Circa 2020.

It was so very wild that year. Feeling like white tara energy was filling my mind to solve the problems of the world, all in a storm of energies , sitting on my edgy couch. Or imagining the amazon at night in my backyard. Or telling stories like if it was New France 17th century at my night kitchen table. Oh how much tales I spun with my mind in that year. Never again in this lifetime though I hope: too hard mentally and physically. amen.