I chose to stay up tonight after a week going to bed before 9pm. Charlotte waited for me in bed but went finally to hubby's bed when at 1am I was still not with her in bed. I felt a bit bad like I stood her up and failed her and me: it is wonderful to cuddle next to her and quickly fall asleep each night to wake up next to her too.

I read all of december 2023 and beginning 2024 of my blog.I was very pretty still back then and natural nonetheless. Mental health was good.

I feel a lot of anxiety tonight right now and it may be from too much caffeine late until 8pm. I am totally disappointed to have missed out on sleeping with Charlotte yet again tonight. i love it so much; highlight of the day truly.