Here is my fantasy with Brandon Jamnes Byrnes, a fucked up asshole I dedicated a great devotional poem to of a few lines in one of my books. Because i could sexually obsess about giving a blow job to a violent dirty hobbo for real. I never did of course but told him I wanted to on his cell phone when i knew his gf was with him. She was great, Much younger than me and I was ugly and fat to them then.