I am convinced and find it grand, that i will die a hero. So pathetic to contemplate this when truly, I will just die of lung cancer or oral cancer.

Anyway, most people dont know how they will die.

So i truly dont either, no matter my fun heroic stories of spy and such nonsense.

Right now, times are a bit tough and about to get worst: hubby contemplates returning to work and facing the complaint.

It is so not going well for him at work in the last 4-5 years. Students culture has much much changed in the last three decades.

I feel a bit bad I am not closer to my sister's two young adult kids. I would be much more familiar with this next generation after us.