Unusually, i drank 4 pints of ciders. I usually stick to one or 1.5-2. Of course, i felt invincible and wise last night because I was so drunk and foolish!

I so much dont ever want to run out of meds or know extreme poverty again.

So I get pissed shit faced drunk when I worry about the state of america.

It makes me feel adventurous and strong, weirdly enough. It may all be samsara anyway where I live, but my emotions are healthy.