Yes, that would be because my funeral is in ideal conditions this month of october with Tozenji,my temple.

Please, if you must ever feel sorry for me, cry for the child I was, stuck with such very very simplistic parents with good hearts who tried to control me all my life and were very evry afraid for me. The rest, was me simply doing everything , every single decision, I should have chosen if I had been wise or accepted God anyway.

I am blissful everyone. Dont cry for me: my freedom is quasi total. i am loved a lot and I finally know it, by quite a few people I have known who disappoitnted me here and there in our relationships. everyone disappointed me except donald and jean francois. These two are always pure excellent kamma with me. We all benefit with these two guys. They are the least educated of my male friends and female friends. except rosie and moise.