The hurt is huge with my family. It has always been like that and being at home with them made me always feel ill when I was convalescing.

Itis so hard to understand that they are my biological parents. The mistrust towards me from them was huge all my youth and now too.

Anyway, for daily chitchat and support, they are awesome. I take what is easy for them to give only. And Ithank God for them. Hallelujah.