But God in his mercy, gave me hubby and his family and lots of pets throughout my adult life.

There is no doubt i was vain when I came to earth. Also, enraged pretty quickly at everything God gave me as a baby.

Anyway, point is, I have learned a ton about what is important in this life. I am a total societal failure and no one except three people ever supported my work.

I reached out to good people who decided spending 5$ to help my shop was not worthwhile. No one ever supported the shop except family (i begged and harassed them all these years for their support) and two friends: JF and Joanna. Of course, hubby provided EVERYTHING for the shop to be real and live. This youth was intense punishment and none of my later life got easy until 2021. But it became very meditative and fun by 2019.