'Hi God. Can i have a super no responsability life next time where I can do whatever the fuck I want in the end?'....he he he....Was this life punishment by God? Nobody is perfect and eternity is in a long long time. I have said to myself quite clearly that the visions in THIS lifetime were THE BEST I ever had up to now since my first soul ever reached nubbana in a lotus.

There is hope everyone. But never ever ask for an easy life without repsonsibilities....unless you understand you will be reborn a mystic martyr. free forever to say whatever the fuck she wants to her mother! She is really sweet for real. I was her fantasy world made flesh. sigh. Thanks to my deep wisdom.