What you get for it is truly divine. My main wish was to be more visionary than I ever had been as a dalai lama.
The ache is way bigger in my heart currently thanas the 14th for tibet.
Or rather, I think the oNLY ache the 14th ever felt persistent in his life is the ache of knowing and empathizing with the plea of his people. As anouk, my ache is for everyone I have met who treated me poorly or in ways that made no sense to me at the time.