It is possible I wrote some very weird shit about Gale when I was off meds. That stuff is pure invention and wildness. I insulted himbasically but it was so foolish that I hope if he reads it. he sees some madness in me. Of course I was mad here and there desarest nephew and people everywhere. But God assures me those who are wise never ever got offended by my insults ot them. Its the turth: being able to insult those who love you is super liberating. Dotn go crazy hateful on them though like I have on mom and dad in emails. he he he he...They really really were tested with my emails. Even more so than with the blog. the emails were palin mad hateful nasty sexual violent. It was simply my rage at mother. Its tough being told you are so young in wisdom when your soul is actually fucking wise.