oh my firends, if I couldrecall I would tell you.

but here is my thinking tonight as I sit here,totally at peace, and totally full of love and totally sad for everyone.

at the end of a well lived life, we are ALWAYS sad because ....yes, d? Yes, samsara is sad. I was told we get our rewards for real when we are clinically dead and our consciousness leaves the body.

A wonderful free love unimagined before (We forget after each death and rebirth). Why is mother punished so severely says my sister who was always terrified of my maternal grandma and never told me? So she can earn that after life heavenly rewards simply. God keeps on giving truly. Notice he asks the same of us.

I have a thought about the after life....we meet whomever we have heatfelt asked to meet again with God. Our most sincere love aspirations, pure ,that is still curious in this life due to early death of one of us. Who do you want to meet sister, your most thrilling love interest all along? To see him or her again in perfect hamrony would be sweet right? So you literally get kissed by a reincarnated version of him, we will call him Jim Morrison.