So everyone can sort of imagine the grace of my mother who infantilized me to the max....God saw that way ahead of me and chose her for that reason. She was chosen first apparently and Raymond is last. One thing is for sure, when a woman, she always always always has cool children. She is very worthy but fucked up. Her arrogance is whatvere : I like it. Her vanity is long gone. Her paranoia is crazy but funny to cops.

Remembe eveyone: I hate cops for real because the normal one is always a thug here and there every-fucking-where once they spot you trying to survive anywhere. Never ever has a cop EVER helped while on the street. People were looking out for me eveywhere in davenport hobbo month. I discivred a pure stray dog who might have been a coyote after some thought. He had three legs and came to eat my sandwiche or pizza rather I had been given but had not eaten the pepepproni. He loved the pepperoni. This was a very very unlucky soul and he was not afraid of me at all on the street of davenport circa 2 am. I think I am the ONLY one of everyone on davenport to ever have had a glimpse of him. A creature of the night, literally. Eating my untouched pepperoni. it was a very very special night that night because I also woke up later to 2$ and a coffee next to my sleepy head on the pavement. I was allowed to be free all along. That comes with tortures.