I made it so very very clear to everyone that I dont want to see the war and lack of meds. Of course, I dont die a superb hero saving hundreds of lives like Jesus.

But if I can die losing one eye and with Billy nearby, it will be good. Losing an eye they say is fucked up painful but exctsatic. Anyway, that is what I have seen all along in BC as my death when I was not seeing police brutlaity like it would have been otherwise.....