Yes, you who read the blog and I have contacted know better than anyone the real story. As a martyr, I am simply not heroic because we need to address deep issues about police, society , family and mental health in canada. Saying I really knew what would happen in my future is far fetched but foreseeable for some peole. I am a mystery. ha ha ha ha....Love it. The wolrd can look up to Gale and maybe a bit alix if they want heroes. I am here to talk mental health.