Yes, and he will be jealous and even maybe forget we will look out for him financially when he can finally shut his yap about insulting me and yes, everyone.

Please forgive him God his nasty temper: we are all like that at the Garretokis.

Tatie by inspiration of memory and Tonton by gossips. It is necessary to have pity for Tatie my dear nephew and you totally will eventually. You are so young- I did not learn pity until way the fuck later than you. With Tonton when he met the rest of the ferland lavigne. A true soulmate will KNOW your family as soon as they meet them. And judge them for sure if they are mean to you and he sees it. Or if they act stupid.

Here are some of the flashbacks I had from the ring

Locked in a cage

Fucked with cisors

Shat on and made to eat shit of other children

etc etc. I think I have said enough to show how fucked up such a ring is.

not to mention TOTALLY LUSTY, something I abhorre and absolutely dont have in me and my touch, even when I am ill.

Yea, this life was definitly a martyrdom. Thank god it is not case each lifetime, everyone! The message is such salvation though when I a martyr all along so it is pretty potent message and I am proud I never killed myself. Thank you Gaudry family.

It is so HUMAN to feel jealousy at those we love at times due to igorance of the greater picture. EVERYONE, the more unlucky you are the more likely you are to have experienced it, feels jealousy. It is an emotion that makes me get very angry. the whole mastery comes from being aware of it and requesting help from aliens or God when we know we will otherwise sin. Be it with a baby, a wife, a parent or whomever is vulnerable and you are jealous of. Nephew is too young to understand that this is not a failing in my head- that this is human. My superpower is that I have learned all along to master my mind each time I was faced with temptations due to jealousy. You are a bit ignroant too my dearest older friends. Stop judging the thinking of someone as holy as me : it is awareness, not sinning.

I will not get angry again but one day will come where you can actually READ the whole uncensored blog since forever I dont know when. THEN you will understand how unhappy my mind was at times due to too much anger. it is jesus' last sin too.

I am very thankful to Jonathan Garretokis for being the father of my nephew.

Laurence Garretokis is me, my nephew's spirtual mother.

My nephew will need to pick up a pen name as our son with last name Garretokis. Do you like the name John? It is for everyone's legends to be retold for many many centuries.