I am worried about so many things. Time to breath in and out and let go of attachments and wanting to stick with everything as it is so much: if hubby could heal, that would be even better.
I pray with Green Tara to live in my heart and chest so I dont worry needlessly just because I am afraid of losing what I have suddenly.
I can be very fearful at times when I think everything I have, my lifestyle and families, could dispappear one day like that and leave me alone and lost and forgotten. Very scary contemplations. But through them, I learn non attachment to the present things and beings in my life at all cost.
I pray we are never handicapped and sickly again too much nor poor. Any of us in this abode or in our loved ones.
May Green Tara continue teaching me so close to my heart today especially.
She is a boddhissatva of compassion.
An all mother.
I take refuge in her today and pray for equanimity and non attachment and freedom in all its senses. And peace for all. amen