I have been quite crazy about my very real severe traumas in 2006 and also quickly not as bad but pretty violent in 2021.

I think after 19 years, i am finally passed that justice will be made obsession.

Tonight I am drunk a bit on 2 beers with ginger ale.

I saw a map of hundreds of galaxies seen by a new telesecope which name i forget.

It occured to me that if reincarnation exist,we may not reincarnate each time on earth. But sometimes we do. When I was off quite meds, smoking and drinking heavily, about 20019-2020, I had a formidable worldview of my family as coming for a foreign planet as me previously in their reincarnation. Or maybe rather it was me coming from turd planet. Anyway, truly, i realize now I dont recall but it was a wild worldview spiritual for a while that night.