I slept well next to Charlotte all night. I cannot stop wondering why no one i ever knew except two people ever bought my books.

And those who got my free books, never responded with thank you or questions or rekindling friendship or anything.

There is one quebec friend who disappeared by my fault but she was super super nice, though we did not know each other forever. She bought books once and gave me tons of feedback on the context in which she read some. It was amazing.