Damn it, I am out of control- 9 cigarettes in first two hours of waking up! It should be 4 maximum.

I smoked less than 2 packs yesterday but the day was short: about 15 hours.

I have not done 1 pack in about 30 years.

I dont know why I am so addicted but I suspect my meds binded with the cigarettes as there is a warning not to give to smokers....

SoI am screwed and totally addicted. I used to be able to quit for 2-3 years at a time. I did it twice or three times in 30 years. Not anymore. This sucks big time. It is so pricey and detrimental for my health and everyone's health in here.