I think whomever ever writes about charlotte should keep the name Squeak, so the spca is always remembered in her story. And my affiliation to her too. Its so very much boring what crazy plans I am considering , everyone.

Dont worry, not quite suicide at all- I would be damned otherwise frankly and life is good.

I feel totally drained today; i drank too much last night.And did not sleep 10 hours.